Luggnutt is home to stay. I miss her so much
Sorry it has taken so long to write again; there has just been some much going on this last two weeks or so. The night of Lugg’s passing my step dad went to the hospital for chest pain. My mama was so mad and scared at the same time; she said she wanted him to go sooner and with out putting up a fuss. But Rich is just like all us guys “there is nothing wrong… I’ll be fine.” Rich ended up staying in the hospital for a few days and Sarah and I went to see him the day he was getting out. That was Thursday, the same day I went to get Lugg from the cremation place up on county line road. So Lugg passed away on Tuesday and Rich went to the hospital that same night. On Wednesday I had CVS order me a poster of Luggnutt 30”x 20”. I wasn’t sure how it would turn out with my digital picture getting
blown up so much bigger than its actual size and all. CVS’s web site said it would take three to five weeks before I would get my poster. But that wasn’t so in my case. I was able to pick up my wonderful looking poster of the greatest dog ever that next Monday. Thursday came and Sarah and I took Macey up to see her pop-pop and to make sure he was doing okay and to cheer him up some. I wasn’t sure at the time when I was allowed to go get Lugg from Fosters pet cremation but getting her could wait while we all hung out with Rich who seemed pleased to have the company. Macey seemed to have fun up at the hospital seeing her pop-pop she just played the whole time; when she started getting cranky is when we said it was time to go get Lugg.
It was so hard holding back the tears during the trip to get my doggy, knowing that I wasn’t going to pick up a living fur ball killed me so much inside. All of Thursday was hard even
before I had to go get her, knowing that I was never going to see her that way I have got to see her for the past six years. We arrived to the cremation place, and I went inside to pick up my angel who was now across Rainbow Bridge. The lady in the lobby knew who I was and promptly went to get my dog for me, I didn’t have to worry about the cost because my Nana picked up the tab for me knowing how much Luggnutt meant to me. I didn’t know what to say to the lady in the lobby because of being distraught and all, and the only thing that I could muster to say was “are you sure this is my dog in here?” she reassured me the only my dog was in there and that all pets are cremated in private and no ashes get mixed. I tried not to cry but a tear or so rolled into sight from behind my sun glasses as I left Fosters. Sarah really hadn’t been too sensitive over the whole thing and I can’t blame her because she really never had a chance to get to know Luggnutt as the great puppy that she was; Sarah tried to be empathetic for my sake and I thank her for that. Lugg road home on the dash of the Lincoln; it was one last ride for her and I. It really sucks not having my Luggnutts around there is so much about her that I miss. Like oh yeah…
The day Lugg passed away; my little sister Jessica and her son Hunter mover in with me
to stay a bit and so that Jess could have a good chance at doing a little better in life. By means of, I hope getting her education in order and getting an opportunity for better employment her in New Port Richey; Inverness doesn’t really have much to offer as far as employment, and Jess lived far from any of the available public transit. That was another thing pilled on top of Lugg passing, before Jess got here our Meme’s van had a flat and she had no spare tire because not one of her children made sure she had reliably transportation. Meme had her van AAAd to my house for the night and I was going to take her in the morning to get a new tire. But by some miracle of god, my neighbor Denis happen to have a spare tire that had no vehicle to go on in his yard. I changed Meme’s tire for her so she could leave in the morning to go to the Dr’s, it was nice knowing that I was able to help her out. She does so much for everyone and I don’t think she is appreciated as much as she should be.
I got a gas grill finally!
Today was a good day for me but kind of a waste at the same time. I went down to Career Central to take a census test to get a job doing the census this coming census time. Well after taking two hours to do a thirty min test I found out that there wasn’t really going to be any hiring until this coming spring. Well I really hope to have an echo job by then and will have no need for a census job. Oh while I was there I saw why the government should not run anything! Again it took two hours to fill out a two page application and to answer 28 questions. After seeing that I was amazed at how crapy things there were run, if I were in charge there the doors would have been locked at 2pm (the time the test was supposed to start) directions would have been given once and any one who didn’t understand would have been removed since it was all very self explanatory. There was a lady who came in about forty five minutes after the test was to start and tried running things. But her dumbassness had know clue what was going on or what had been gone over or what paper work had been filled out yet, she really looked like an ass up in the front of the room. All she kept saying was that every one should get an equal chance at the positions there. I don’t disagree with that but when she said if you fail the test just come back and retake it. I was like for real, IF YOU FAIL YOU SOULDNT GET THE JOB!!!!!! We come to find out after the test; there was a practice test given out to all the people enrolled at Career Central. A fricken practice test for a census job!! Why don’t they just give them an answer key, no wait get the job for them and do the work for them and let the people just stay at home… wait the government already does that for the lazy. I still cannot believe there was a practice test for a 28 simple question test that you could miss at least ten questions and still pass. I miss two and wasn’t supposed to know my score and was told that I did really well. For real if missing two out of twenty-eight is really well I would hate to see just well or average. I don’t know what two I missed but I was sure I had ‘em all right. Oh well I guess. Tomorrow I have to call and see about taking the supervisors test so that I don’t have to go knocking door to door if I don’t have an echo career by then.
Sarah and I just goofing around getting some loving pictures in of us sine we seem to be running low. Macey really gets all the camera’s attention and Sarah and I are just bystanders for the most part. we had professional pictures taken recently and once we pay off the tab we will have those pictures that have a couple of us together in them and wow do we look flippen great. I am so glad I got rid of the psychopath and found this wonderful girl who lights up my life.
Macey is growing so much so fast that it some times is hard to keep up with. Just tonight she pulled herself up the side of the crib so that she could stand up and see her mommy and me. She is trying to to do so much, she just figured out crawling and is now standing and she can walk along the side of the table to get to what she wants. she is my little trooper who just love to be held upside down as much as my arms can take it. I love her and her mommy so much. xoxo
I have recently figured out that photoshop can make pictures look like true portraits and such so i have been playing with the settings and testing it out on pictures. I think that my works of art are coming out great. this picture was taken a while ago and looks great now that i dresses it up a little. most of the pictures in this post have been dressed up some.
Michael Trump off to bed
So Lugg is home in an urn, I got a 20×30 poster of her and i need to hurry up and take my echo test
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