So many days
So it has been so long since I have written and so much has happened in my amazing yet hard life. I don’t quite know to even start at with this chance to catch up.
Well I guess ill just break it down into sections.
SCHOOL
School has been such a great experience for me that I know I will miss UCH Carrollwood. Yeah I said Carrollwood; I only spent like three weeks at the Fletcher campus and then was blessed with the chance to come back to the Carrollwood campus. I didn’t get into any trouble at Fletcher hospital there was just some tension there that made it unpleasant for me. I also didn’t get to scan very much because it was just way to busy and I was no where near fast enough to keep up with their speed standards. By a series of fortunate events I was brought back to my original site where I have been able to complete my externship in peace and with the chance to scan each and every patient. Though I have not seen a slew of heart problems I have been faced with many different body types that have challenged my scanning capabilities proving that where there is a will there is a way. My preceptor has been so wonderful, she has taught my so much and I know that I can never show my full appreciation for the knowledge she has blessed me with. I am so excited to be finishing up my externship hours here in the next week; though I get to walk with my class tomorrow I won’t be officially graduated until I am officially done with my hours. Yep I graduate tomorrow!!! I have to do a lot of studying and apply for my registry exams here in the next few weeks or so. I hope my mom and step dad and brother and sister and lover and a few other people come to my graduation. I am going to even get a cap and gown and all that cool stuff… it is exciting because I didn’t graduate high school so I didn’t get to walk with my class then. But this is my chance to make up for it and get my picture on my parents’ gratuities wall in their house!!! Rich will take pictures I am sure of it so they will get posted to my myspace page for all my peeps to see and enjoy. My girlfriend has something planned for afterwards and hasn’t let me know what it is yet but its cool, I am glad she cares to enough do a little something special for me. Thank you baby!
To my girlfriend…. She is great; there have been no mind games or any kind of craziness signs or symptoms or any other kind of major red flags to allude to the fact that I may have another piece of work on my hands. Oh my god she even keeps things cleaned up around the house which has made my mom so astoundingly pleased. Macey, Sarah’s daughter is such a little cutie and seems to love my company and such. I love hanging out with the both of them so much, even when they are being cranky, lol. Sarah just a few weeks ago took me to Disney and oh my goodness was it fun. This was my first time ever getting to go to Disney World; and we did it all for free… oh yeah, free baby. Well Sarah’s grandma works at Disney and used her free tickets to get us in and we parked at downtown Disney so that we had free parking and just took the busses to Disney. Food wasn’t a problem either; we just ate a good break fast and then packed snack bars to hold us over until dinner. Now don’t get me wrong I would have loved to have eaten over some of the over priced restaurants there at Disney but then the trip wouldn’t have been the free. We parked, like I said at down town Disney and then hitched a ride from there to the Tahitian resort where we hopped on another bus to Animal Kingdom so that we could start our fun filled day of adventure. It was so beautiful out and wasn’t really hot either; the first ride we went on was some safari thing and got to see a bunch of cool animals “I liked Bush Gardens ride a little better”. We saw a few more things and then headed over to the Magic Kingdom where I had so hoped to get a picture with a princess. Though I didn’t get any pictures with not one princess I did get a picture with Goofy and a few with my Lovely queen Sarah;) I think my favorite ride was the Mount Everest ride and the 3d Mickey Mouse Theater thing. Both were so cool even though I didn’t picture on the ride I did take a few for the Pirates of the Caribbean ride. We stayed till like nine something and then started to make our way to down town Disney so that we could leave and get some real food in our bellies. Man we didn’t get home till late that night and I was into bed at like two thirty and had to be up for externship at like six. Sarah has been so great to me and I am glad things have worked out the way have.
A few years ago I had and ex girlfriend knock on my door and tell me that I was the father of her baby… take a breath. Yeah me a dad… take it in, it gets bad before it gets better. She didn’t bring her “Arianna my daughter” over that first visit. A few days later I got to meet this little bundle of joy, I was so over joyed that I cried a little bit. And then came anger because she was at the time four months old; meaning that I missed nine months of pregnancy and four months of her life. Well I couldn’t let that get in my way or cloud my mind. I quickly blew that off after being told that I was going to get to be in her life and watch her grow up. That joy was short live because I only got to see her one other time by the way of my ex. There after my ex moved in but with no baby and after months of pleading to bring her to our home I had had enough and said when she could stand up to her parents and bring my daughter around and get me a DNA test done to make it official we had nothing left to talk about. My ex moved to Orlando and I continued my life. I made an attempt to my friends with Arianna’s grandparents who yesed my request for a DNA test right up the scheduled date and then they didn’t show and told the testing people that they didn’t want me around anymore… rage is what I felt for about a year the only though in my head was a violent revenge and a short bout of depression. I made a few other attempts in finding out if she was mine or not and was lied to about her looks and how she was. But recently I have obtained pictures of her and felt my heart drop because she does look so much like me and I have missed so much of this beautiful little girls life because of the selfishness of two old Jehovah Witnesses who think that it is better to keep a child from her parents because they are suffering from some sort of empty nest syndrome. I will though find my way back into her life even if it kills me! More to come I have to catch my breath.
Well enough for now I have to go. I will write again soon.
Michael Trump 