I am done with school!!!!!
So today I posted a new page for Luggnutt since I don’t think she has much longer to be with us. It brought me some peace even though she is still here. I haven’t finished her page yet because I still have a few more pictures of her to add to the page. I am going to miss her so much when she passes away, and I don’t think Luggnutt will ever have a replacement.
School!!!
I have finally finished school… well finished my externship hours. I am going to miss Mariela so much since she practically reeducated me everything I know. I was four months out of class whit no scan time and not studying when I was placed in Mariela’s training hands. She molded me into a well training cardiac sonographer and a more confident person too. My last day was a surprise to me because I found out on my last day that it was my last day. My boss asked me to come back the next day so that we could have a farewell lunch and so she could meet my new wonderful girl friend Sarah. Mariela just wanted to make sure Sarah knew to not let me grow my hair back out; lol. Mariela and the rest of the staff at UCH Carrollwood are such great people and I truly have never met such a great team of people who work together with none of the drama that you would find in other hospitals in the same area. Though the drive was devastating to my Lincoln Town car, it was well worth every drop of gas it took to get to my site and learn all that I could with out complaint. I know I may have not been the best of students for that lab it was, I hope, a great experience for everyone. I can’t wait till I am out on my own and scanning away and have the chance to thank everyone who made that day possible. I hope to see everyone at UCH Carrollwood again real soon. Thank you guys again and I will miss ya’ll.
I got to looking at my blog and skimming over previous posts and thought man I could delete some of these but you know they are part of my life and maybe some day could be added into a book about my greatness and my follies. I also saw that not one picture of Sarah made it into my blog yet. I can’t believe it, and I am shocked that she hasn’t read it and noticed it and bugged me about it… wait she is pretty laid back and isn’t to worried about it…I think. Well this post will be different and I will have up a few of my favorite pictures and tell you a little about them. I love Photoshop and love to fix up and make cool pictures and Sarah takes a great picture; so I have a few Photoshoped pictures of her for ya’ll to see.
This is my favorite picture Photoshoped by me. When I see this picture I just get filled with joy because it brings me pride I guess. I printed this picture to hang up in our room, though Sarah doesn’t seem to be as excited about the print as I am; oh well it will stay on the wall until I make a picture that surpasses this one. I just love how great we all look in this set up and shot.
Here in this picture is three Sarah’s and there is a slight mess up at the top of the picture that I didn’t catch in the editing process. I took the three pictures at Disney World in Orlando Florida and just layered them together. It was my first time ever going to Disney World and wow 
was it great. Though I think I like Bush Gardens a little better but that is probably because I live so close and was always able to go when ever I wanted to. But never the less Sarah really made my week by taking me to such a great theme park. I so wanted a picture with one of the princesses but had to settle with Goofy.We also got a few really good pictures of us together that will last a life time and will always stay with me because Sarah was my Disney World cherry popper. I can’t wait to go back and get more pictures together. I wonder if I can bring my tripod and just make it a photo day… well I know I would enjoy getting my picture taken with my lover all day. And yeah I want that castle for my own. Damn we look good together, next time I hope she takes off the glasses so we can see those pretty eyes hiding there. wow that is such a great picture.
Sarah while she sleeps, and for some reason she hates it when I take these type of pictures. I don’t know why she look just as pretty asleep as she does awake and when she is sleeping I don’t have to hear “retake it!” I have another picture of her sleeping and it is funnier than this one because there is a mosquito biting her on the head. I tried to squish it but the mosquito got away and I got a dirty look lol… thank god for digital cameras and instant review. Its not to often though that I get to see Sarah sleep because I normally far asleep way before her. Well in the mornings I get to see her in all her innocence and complaint free.
Okay okay okay I’ll write about something else for a bit. So the other day to a huge shock to me Luke stopped by just to say hi. I was so stunned I had to just get a picture with him. It was also two days before we were expecting Jonny to go to jail so he got to join in on the picture too. I miss hanging out with the old group but hey people get older and grow apart and find new paths to guide their lives. But it is so nice to see an old friend once in a while.
Just the other night I went to put a dish in the sink and had a cool little critter just hanging out, probably because we had a fly problem for a few days out of no where. But the frog was very content having it’s picture taken and didn’t just away until I was all done capturing the moment. I don’t think it got any flies though because the fly trap I had set up was doing an exceptional job taking insect prisoners
Sarah photographed this wonderful picture of me and Macey together outside on my squeaky swing. Macey is such a little angel and really lights up my day with her toothless smiles. The way she is sitting in my arms here in this picture is how she loves to be carried around by me anywhere we go together and I guess not to many other can supply that form of transportation since I guess arm length plays a big part in being able to carry her like that.
Well I guess it is off to bed for me and I will write again soon. Until then eat your heart out and enjoy what you got because this is it. Life is short play naked.
Never done learning… TRUMP
Up so late:(
Wow I cannot believe it I am almost done with school. Saturday I got to walk with my class even though I have not finished my required hour for externship yet. Though I will be finished this week and will be putting all my spare time to studying and preparing for my national registry exam. It was so fantastic getting to walk with my class and I have to give all the thanks to Mrs. Calvert for helping the school to see things her way or should I say the right way. As to make sure her hard work wasn’t all for me Mrs. Calvert did get her a laugh in at my expense by making sure that my practical joke became her practical joke. Do you remember back in December when I told ya’ll about how administration said us students should strive to be like our teachers in every way? Well I took them semi literally only for fun. I went and got my hair cut at Fantastic Sam’s so that I would look more professional for my externship; before it was cut all the way down to a gentlemen’s cut I had the hair dresser first cut my hair to look like my favorite teachers hair style. I emailed the picture of my temporary hair style to Mrs.. Calvert to show her how I was striving to be like her and well she got a laugh out of it. She got so much of a laugh out of it that she made sure that the slide show presented at our graduation ceremony contained a copy of my attempt to look like her. Needless to say the entire auditorium got a huge laugh out of it and they had no clue who I was; I was stunned at first and then was like hell yeah that is me up there giving these people so much temporary joy. The gratuities got these card things to hand to the person with the microphone so that we could be announced as we walked across the stage; well most everyone wrote down how great they were in school like being in honor roll and in some clubs and such… well who cares about that crap? I wanted everyone to know that I was thankful for being on that stage and well I had to thank my Uncle Deejay for making it all possible and the rest of my family for all their help along the way. I was so glad to see my mama and Rich and Nana and Johnny and his wife and kids and my sister Heather and Sarah and Macey all there to see me stroll across a stage designated to graduates. Since I dropped out of high school I didn’t get to bestow my mom with that joy then and I am so glad I was able to show her that I am trying to create something out of my life.
Well it is three o’clock in the morning and I am wide the heck awake. I spent most of the evening studying and well when it was time to lay down I was so excited to go to my externs that I couldn’t go to sleep. I laid in bed from about eleven ‘till just like ten minute ago when I started writing this. Now I didn’t sleep all day or anything for some reason I am just not tiered at all and it is really starting to upset me and well guess what that is only making me less tiered as I think about it more and more. Sarah is sound asleep next to me and I wish I were laying next to her dreaming sweet dreams of anything, because I know six am is so close and I am going to be so tired at work/externship tomorrow that I may have to sleep in and be a little late going in just so that I can get a few hours of sleep in since I cant go to sleep now. As I sip on my sleepy time tea with extra stuff in it I wish it would kick in the extra part… ya know the part that helps you fall asleep.
Ya know I was talking about my graduation and ya know that after the ceremony the family and I went back to my parents domicile where Sarah had set up a nice little party for me to celebrate my unofficial graduation… unofficial only because I haven’t finished my externship hours yet. It was so nice seeing my nana happy for me and that every one was there because I had done something good. My mom was very happy that Sarah had set it all up because she hadn’t had the time to get it all together and having Sarah handle it all really helped out. My mom is indisputably happy that I have picked up a pleasant girl for once.
I don’t think that I have fill every one in on Luggnutt’s present condition… she is old. My little puppy is getting old and soon will be no more. It saddens me to write this but she doesn’t have much longer and I know that soon I will have to except that fact that she was a great dog and that I am going to miss her. Lugg hasn’t been eating and can’t see out of her right eye and is having seizures daily. I even try to feed her people food and she turns it down after just a couple of bites. Yeah my little baby is dying and well there is nothing I can do about it except comfort her till the end. Some people say she has like a year left in her but at this rate I don’t think she has until Christmas…. Omg I need to go to sleep. Oh man I wish it were like eight at night.
Okay well I am going to try to lie back down so that I can get in a few hours of sleep before I call my work and let them know that I am going to be like an hour late or so.
Nick good luck and be careful
Arianna I hope so get to see you some day soon.
To the rest of you thank you for reading
The awesome
Michael Trump
So many days
So it has been so long since I have written and so much has happened in my amazing yet hard life. I don’t quite know to even start at with this chance to catch up.
Well I guess ill just break it down into sections.
SCHOOL
School has been such a great experience for me that I know I will miss UCH Carrollwood. Yeah I said Carrollwood; I only spent like three weeks at the Fletcher campus and then was blessed with the chance to come back to the Carrollwood campus. I didn’t get into any trouble at Fletcher hospital there was just some tension there that made it unpleasant for me. I also didn’t get to scan very much because it was just way to busy and I was no where near fast enough to keep up with their speed standards. By a series of fortunate events I was brought back to my original site where I have been able to complete my externship in peace and with the chance to scan each and every patient. Though I have not seen a slew of heart problems I have been faced with many different body types that have challenged my scanning capabilities proving that where there is a will there is a way. My preceptor has been so wonderful, she has taught my so much and I know that I can never show my full appreciation for the knowledge she has blessed me with. I am so excited to be finishing up my externship hours here in the next week; though I get to walk with my class tomorrow I won’t be officially graduated until I am officially done with my hours. Yep I graduate tomorrow!!! I have to do a lot of studying and apply for my registry exams here in the next few weeks or so. I hope my mom and step dad and brother and sister and lover and a few other people come to my graduation. I am going to even get a cap and gown and all that cool stuff… it is exciting because I didn’t graduate high school so I didn’t get to walk with my class then. But this is my chance to make up for it and get my picture on my parents’ gratuities wall in their house!!! Rich will take pictures I am sure of it so they will get posted to my myspace page for all my peeps to see and enjoy. My girlfriend has something planned for afterwards and hasn’t let me know what it is yet but its cool, I am glad she cares to enough do a little something special for me. Thank you baby!
To my girlfriend…. She is great; there have been no mind games or any kind of craziness signs or symptoms or any other kind of major red flags to allude to the fact that I may have another piece of work on my hands. Oh my god she even keeps things cleaned up around the house which has made my mom so astoundingly pleased. Macey, Sarah’s daughter is such a little cutie and seems to love my company and such. I love hanging out with the both of them so much, even when they are being cranky, lol. Sarah just a few weeks ago took me to Disney and oh my goodness was it fun. This was my first time ever getting to go to Disney World; and we did it all for free… oh yeah, free baby. Well Sarah’s grandma works at Disney and used her free tickets to get us in and we parked at downtown Disney so that we had free parking and just took the busses to Disney. Food wasn’t a problem either; we just ate a good break fast and then packed snack bars to hold us over until dinner. Now don’t get me wrong I would have loved to have eaten over some of the over priced restaurants there at Disney but then the trip wouldn’t have been the free. We parked, like I said at down town Disney and then hitched a ride from there to the Tahitian resort where we hopped on another bus to Animal Kingdom so that we could start our fun filled day of adventure. It was so beautiful out and wasn’t really hot either; the first ride we went on was some safari thing and got to see a bunch of cool animals “I liked Bush Gardens ride a little better”. We saw a few more things and then headed over to the Magic Kingdom where I had so hoped to get a picture with a princess. Though I didn’t get any pictures with not one princess I did get a picture with Goofy and a few with my Lovely queen Sarah;) I think my favorite ride was the Mount Everest ride and the 3d Mickey Mouse Theater thing. Both were so cool even though I didn’t picture on the ride I did take a few for the Pirates of the Caribbean ride. We stayed till like nine something and then started to make our way to down town Disney so that we could leave and get some real food in our bellies. Man we didn’t get home till late that night and I was into bed at like two thirty and had to be up for externship at like six. Sarah has been so great to me and I am glad things have worked out the way have.
A few years ago I had and ex girlfriend knock on my door and tell me that I was the father of her baby… take a breath. Yeah me a dad… take it in, it gets bad before it gets better. She didn’t bring her “Arianna my daughter” over that first visit. A few days later I got to meet this little bundle of joy, I was so over joyed that I cried a little bit. And then came anger because she was at the time four months old; meaning that I missed nine months of pregnancy and four months of her life. Well I couldn’t let that get in my way or cloud my mind. I quickly blew that off after being told that I was going to get to be in her life and watch her grow up. That joy was short live because I only got to see her one other time by the way of my ex. There after my ex moved in but with no baby and after months of pleading to bring her to our home I had had enough and said when she could stand up to her parents and bring my daughter around and get me a DNA test done to make it official we had nothing left to talk about. My ex moved to Orlando and I continued my life. I made an attempt to my friends with Arianna’s grandparents who yesed my request for a DNA test right up the scheduled date and then they didn’t show and told the testing people that they didn’t want me around anymore… rage is what I felt for about a year the only though in my head was a violent revenge and a short bout of depression. I made a few other attempts in finding out if she was mine or not and was lied to about her looks and how she was. But recently I have obtained pictures of her and felt my heart drop because she does look so much like me and I have missed so much of this beautiful little girls life because of the selfishness of two old Jehovah Witnesses who think that it is better to keep a child from her parents because they are suffering from some sort of empty nest syndrome. I will though find my way back into her life even if it kills me! More to come I have to catch my breath.
Well enough for now I have to go. I will write again soon.
Michael Trump 