Michael Trump

Mhe el Michael

October 6, 2008 at 8:20 pm (Drunk, life)

Bloody hell!

So I got to talking to someone tonight, and well, now I’m a little distraught! So as most know I have wanted a kid for a long time now; a real long time. Well this conversation brought that up and well it kinda pissed me off cuz I want a little me. I’m ready and have been ready. Can I afford one at this minute? No. Have I met the right person? Who knows? Does that change the fact that I still want one? No! I know that, yeah it may be hard, but having a challenge in life lets you know you’re alive! Knowing that I want one is enough for me. If meeting the right person isn’t going to happen for me now, then as soon as I can afford it; I’m going surrogate, and it will be just me and a lil me. I don’t know why I have always wanted a kid, I just have, I want someone who depends on me, I want to be able to teach someone everything I know. Everyday that goes by I lose out on finding the person God intended me to find/meet. Now I’m also not saying I just want anyone even a surrogate would have to be just right. The nanny would also have to be the best person for the job. So I know what I want and the person I want “not necessarily by name” I hope that soon all will fall in to place and not out of place. A little me!! Any takers that just want to be prego and not want a kid just let me know.

So Jeremy wanted to have a few drinks with me and well; that TT couldn’t hang, his ass  would like to say that he hasn’t had any sleep but neither have I and well I’m fine. That’s right; it’s Monday and I have had a few drinks and maybe that’s why I’m a little sensitive to the above subject. Jeremy is passed the hell out!! I’m still up, and just a little bored….

School is going good I guess. It’s almost over and I can’t wait until I am all done and get to finally make money. I just started pathophysiology and psychology. They seem like they are going to be fun. Oh yeah did I mention there is only ten weeks left of school. I have a lot to start to memorize before I go out into the field. Oh man there is a lot more to learn. Mrs. Calvert is trying her best to get the information to use “the students” but boy is it a lot to learn. I would like to say that I’m giving it my best but I’m not doing as much as I could be doing, and I need to change that soon before it’s to late. I have yet to take any pictures while at school and I guess soon I should start to because it wont be long before everyone goes their separate ways.

Well I’m going to do a little reading “Flush” and then I’m off to bed. Be a wag “not the motion but the person” and have fun.

I need a me

Michael el mhe