close my EYES!
Well well well
So Val came over the other night all prego and excited that she is going to find out what the sex is of her baby, It was nice to see her and see that her fiancé is treating her good, I’m glad she found some one who can make here happy and take care of her.
I haven’t talked to Jackie in some time now maybe like four days, that my fault because I
told her to stop calling, and I got a new number which isn’t hard to get but oh well. I’m having fun now and getting my school work done stress free. Having credibility is more important than anything and with out it you’ll always have an up hill battle to fight.
English is almost over already and wow has time been flying, before long school will be done and over with, man I can’t wait. Though when I leave the schools nest I hope I’ll be ready for the real world where I have no pony tail, no messed up hair, and have to actually sleep at night.
So I got of the house today… well last night, It was fun I went up to Starbucks and hung out with an old friend whom I haven’t seen in like a year and wow did we have all kinds of stuff to chit chat about. I was pleasantly pleased with getting to have a nice conversation with out having to worry about what I was saying, I could just talk and laugh. I think it was the coffee, or maybe since it has been a year. Sorry no pictures but the camera was in the car so at least I thought about it, oh yeah what I did get before she got there was some girl throwing up across the street “not who I was hanging out with” it was sickening so I just 
had to snap a picture, I think it was a slushy she was letting loose. Lol. But any how one of my great adventures came up and some of you may remember that once upon a time I was arrested and well there was a book written with not to long ago with a story line kind of similar to my arrest story, the book is called FLUSH by Carol Hiaasen. I had a great time and well everyone has been gone for like two weeks now and looks like they are having fun up where they are at so it seems only fair that I remember that I too can leave the house, I can be me again, and well I’m up for dinner with anyone who wants to feed me. Lol oh yeah…back to my night… So it was cool and ummm… yeah so much chit chat that time flew by and well I also drank so much damn coffee that now I can’t sleep even though I’m tiered as can be.
This is not directed to anyone it just jumped on the thought train just when I thought I was going to bed.
Now to some more important stuff… The Truth. What is the truth? Is truth only fact. If so then what is faith? Every one hates being lied to, and those same people are the first to lie when their ass needs covering. Well what can I say it sucks being lied to, and well I like the truth even when its some crap I don’t want to hear. I’m an ass a lot, and well even when my response to the truth isn’t what you want it’s better than how I’ll be after finding out a lie. Do I leave out information sometimes? Sure I do, I generally feel guilty about it and quickly fix it. But I avoid lying and all costs if I can, it’s a thin line between omission and lying, which is easily crossed and shouldn’t be tempted. I know some times the things I say can come across as hurtful and there isn’t often that intent. But we are grown adults and some times blunt force trauma is what is needed to get across a point. That I am not sorry for, and will seldom be sorry for what I say; I try to think before I speak. Everyone would do better if they thought about what they were going to say before saying it, the same goes for one’s actions. Granted that there are sometimes when jumping in head first is the way to go, but generally some thought should be used. Remember though not to confuse dwelling on something with thinking about something, when you dwell life can seem like hell. What I’m trying to get at is that if you screw up just be an adult and say hey I messed up, why be childlike and hide it? And the golden rule “do onto others as you would have them do on to you”
Well it’s now two in the morning and I have to try to lay down soon.
Thanks for the great night
You know who?
Michael Trump 